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achives
8.01.2004
i woke up this morning and threw open the window. at that moment, 100 sad songs flew into the room. they wrenched me from the bedpost and thew me down hard upon the sky. all i could do was lay there while they whirled around me. for a long time i just stared up at the ocean, trying hard not to listen to what they had to sing. i recognized a few sea creatures and realized i was staring up at the gulf of mexico. suddenly, all i wanted to do was take a swim there again. when the songs felt me get up to leave, they grew angry and released their sadness onto me. i began to cry and my tears rained down upon the sea. the songs' anger and my tears caused a violent storm. it was so breathtaking that the songs' continuous hold was broken, just for an instant, and i fell from the sky and fell for days. it felt good to feel gravity again. he pulled me close, like he meant it. and soon i plunged deep into the sea. i think my time with the songs had turned my heart into stone because i sank and i felt i might never look up at the sun without the ocean between us.
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